Symposium on unidentified flying objects: hearings before the Committee on Science and Astronautics, U.S. House of Representatives, Ninetieth Congress, second session, July 29, 1968.

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For three months, he worked as a grocery store clerk (in order to
pay his angry landlady for accumulated rent) but found the work intolerably
fatiguing and took a switchboard job which he did for the three years prior to
going to the bank.
His bank work record has apparently been very good. He has taken
only two sick days in the entire five years and is never late. Frequently, he
wakes up in the morning feeling as though he can't make it to work, but his
respect for and sense of responsibility to the institution itself (rather than
to any superior or individual person) always win out.
He has no close friends where he works, although he occassionally
takes lunch with one of the younger male tellers. His female co-workers irri-
tate him; they seem coarse and loud. Some of the single women tease him about
having a mistress (which he doesn't), but he doesn't know where they got that
idea. In fact, he doesn't date at all and hasn't for several years now. He
guesses it's because he doesn't seam to come in contact with women who are his
type (sweet, quiet, feminine). Nor does he seek out partners for intercourse.
With considerable embarrassment, he explains that while he was in the Army 13
years ago, he had tried on three separate occassions to have sexual relations
with a girl he liked but had been unable to sustain an erection. Part of the
problem at the time seemed to be a preoccupation with his mother and how dis-
appointed she would be in him if she knew what he was doing with this girl
Since then, he has not tried to have intercourse again. He says it is not
because he is afraid of failure or embarrassment, but more because for him it
is a dispensible activity.
The closet he ever gets to a woman is the back row in a local bar
where he likes to watch the performance of a certain belly dancer (his mother
was half Syrian). He doesn't know her personally, but something about her
arouses him. Whenever he masturbates in his room, (approximately once a week),
he picturos her face and upper torso in his minds eye; at the same time, he
imagines himself removing her round, plastic, chartreuse nipple covers, which
seems to be the one thing that will lead to his having an occassional ejacula-
tion. He has felt very upset with himself for masturbating ever since he first
did it at the age of 16. This examiner and his old Army buddy are the only
people to whom he has ever acknowledged any such activity. He says he still
cannot help but feel that it is an unnatural, perverted practice. Sometimes
he wonders whether he is driven to it by a hormone problem or whether it is
because of a mental sickness of some kind. He used to think that he would not
ever be fit to touch a woman if he masturbated. He says he has never been
involved in any homosexual activity, although his Army buddy had once suggested
it to him.
His leisure hours are spent watching TV in the bar or in his room,
going to movies, either alone or with someone at the boarding house, and
reading an occassional magazine story. He likes to sunbathe on his porch on
the weekends. He says that he still enjoys making up adventure stories and
keeps adding to an on-going serial in which he is the only person living in
a desert oasis where he gets into various predicaments and is rescued and nursed
back to health by lovely, gracious women who happen to pass by. He never dreams,
he says, and doesn't think he ever has.