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James A. McDivitt oral history (Doug Ward)

NASA Johnson Space Center · 1999-06-29 · 110 pages · text from the file's own layer

This is a NASA Johnson Space Center Oral History Project transcript of astronaut James A. McDivitt, interviewed by Doug Ward at Elk Lake, Michigan, on 29 June 1999. McDivitt talks about flying F-86s in Korea, test pilot work at Edwards, and his first class at the Aerospace Research Pilot School. He also covers turning down Dyna-soar, joining NASA in 1962 and learning to be an Apollo Program Manager. He describes the Change Board and says decisions were not second-guessed.

  • p. 1 …the Air Force—I’d never been in an airplane. Never been off the ground. I…
  • p. 3 …Having never been in an airplane and no idea what it was all about, and I…
  • p. 7 …was that the Dyna- soar Program would never fly. The spacecraft was wrong. They were trying…
  • p. 8 …You know, it was a lifting body concept and the landing thing, but it never flew…
  • p. 10 …I wanted you to know that I realize that I should never have threatened you like…
  • p. 14 …As soon as we got selected, we were told that, “No more uniforms.” We were never…
  • p. 19 …T-38s never had much fuel, and you
  • p. 20 …And some—you know, we didn’t have everything available in the spacecraft, so never was…
  • p. 22 …It never existed then. So, there was always disagreement amongst the astronauts about what the relationship…
  • p. 28 …So, there’s always the thought that, well, maybe he was never going to come around…
  • p. 33 …We’d never had a flight longer than 30 hours, or whatever it was, that Gordo…
  • p. 38 …You know, he never got sick flying airplanes and the crazy motions that we did. And…
  • p. 39 …I mean, we would’ve never gotten to the Moon when we did if we’d…
  • p. 40 …He never got involved in the mission, because the one in the Mission Control Center in…
  • p. 43 …Fortunately, we never had to try that! WARD: Do you think the nature of the ejection…
  • p. 45 …And I never did see it again.
  • p. 46 …I never did see it until years and years later, when I started getting all these…
  • p. 49 …So, you never see more than one light, or hardly ever see more than one light…
  • p. 50 …were able to overcome these problems and never get down to where we were on our…
  • p. 54 …and backup crews did except they were never going to fly. So, they helped us test…
  • p. 57 …And some of the North American people maintain to this day that they were never told…
  • p. 59 …And then I never dealt with him again; and finally he got fired. So, I don…
  • p. 64 …We never did find them. You know, we never knew exactly what caused the fire; so…
  • p. 65 …It’s just impossible!” We were never going to get the weight on the lunar module…
  • p. 69 …Throttled the engine up and down through regimes it probably was never throttled at when it…
  • p. 74 …Well, that was never my attitude. That was never my attitude. As a matter of fact…
  • p. 83 …It never occurred except for the fire, but I know I personally expected a lot of…
  • p. 85 …I threw him out of my office and I said, “You are never, ever to come…
  • p. 86 …I ran the Apollo Spacecraft Program I never had a problem with money. We were always…
  • p. 87 …And I’d never played baseball in my life!
  • p. 91 …I thought that we should never interfere in any way with the flight crews on a…
  • p. 94 …And I think that we would’ve never had an Apollo Program if Rocco hadn’t…
  • p. 99 …I never did get my Major’s on my shoulders. He called Ed up, promoted Ed…
  • p. 105 …said who was recommending it but they never said who was opposed to it. So, we…
  • p. 108 …He never second-guessed me. He had a boss. The Associate Administrator for Manned Spaceflight and…
  • p. 109 …And fortunately, my bosses were such that they never second-guessed what I did. They just…
Johnson Space Center Oral History Project James A. McDivitt
29 June 1999 12-9
Program. And we finally got an F-4 in and we were starting to do a little work on it. And
then my conscience began to bother me because I knew I was a good pilot, and the Air Force
had sent me to Michigan, the Air Force had sent me to Test Pilot School, the Air Force sent
me to Aerospace Research Pilot School, and I had always done well academically. And, “Oh
golly, you know. Should I do what I really want to do? Or should I do what I—make the
best contribution I think I can to the country?” And I mean, that sounds kind of dorky today
but that’s the way I felt!
And so, one night—late in the evening I called Bob White up. He was the X-15 pilot
that was leaving. And I was pretty sure that he was the guy that had selected me to replace
him, and I didn’t want to let him down. And so, I went over there.
I called him and asked him if he had some spare time. So, I went over there and we
sat around and drank beer for four or five hours and talked the whole thing through. And he
told me that I should really do what I thought was best, and that I wouldn’t be putting him in
a bad light by sort of backing out of the X-15 Program. And so anyway, he said that he’d—
but by then the astronaut selection had been closed for about a month, maybe two months.
And so, he said he’d see what he could do with respect to the Air Force, because the Air
Force was having a selection process in front of the NASA process.
So, we met down at the flight operations the next morning at about five o’clock. He
called back to the Pentagon. He was a big deal in the Air Force. Even though he was only a
Lieutenant Colonel, he was “the” pilot at the time. Called back and talked to some of his
General friends; and they agreed they would accept my application a couple of months late.
So, we had to get it out right away. I couldn’t type; he could. So, this Lieutenant Colonel sat
down and typed the Captain’s application! So anyway, we got the application done; and we
had to get it out right away. Remember, no faxes in those days. We had to use the mail. So,

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