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James A. McDivitt oral history (Doug Ward)

NASA Johnson Space Center · 1999-06-29 · 110 pages · text from the file's own layer

This is a NASA Johnson Space Center Oral History Project transcript of astronaut James A. McDivitt, interviewed by Doug Ward at Elk Lake, Michigan, on 29 June 1999. McDivitt talks about flying F-86s in Korea, test pilot work at Edwards, and his first class at the Aerospace Research Pilot School. He also covers turning down Dyna-soar, joining NASA in 1962 and learning to be an Apollo Program Manager. He describes the Change Board and says decisions were not second-guessed.

  • p. 1 …the Air Force—I’d never been in an airplane. Never been off the ground. I…
  • p. 3 …Having never been in an airplane and no idea what it was all about, and I…
  • p. 7 …was that the Dyna- soar Program would never fly. The spacecraft was wrong. They were trying…
  • p. 8 …You know, it was a lifting body concept and the landing thing, but it never flew…
  • p. 10 …I wanted you to know that I realize that I should never have threatened you like…
  • p. 14 …As soon as we got selected, we were told that, “No more uniforms.” We were never…
  • p. 19 …T-38s never had much fuel, and you
  • p. 20 …And some—you know, we didn’t have everything available in the spacecraft, so never was…
  • p. 22 …It never existed then. So, there was always disagreement amongst the astronauts about what the relationship…
  • p. 28 …So, there’s always the thought that, well, maybe he was never going to come around…
  • p. 33 …We’d never had a flight longer than 30 hours, or whatever it was, that Gordo…
  • p. 38 …You know, he never got sick flying airplanes and the crazy motions that we did. And…
  • p. 39 …I mean, we would’ve never gotten to the Moon when we did if we’d…
  • p. 40 …He never got involved in the mission, because the one in the Mission Control Center in…
  • p. 43 …Fortunately, we never had to try that! WARD: Do you think the nature of the ejection…
  • p. 45 …And I never did see it again.
  • p. 46 …I never did see it until years and years later, when I started getting all these…
  • p. 49 …So, you never see more than one light, or hardly ever see more than one light…
  • p. 50 …were able to overcome these problems and never get down to where we were on our…
  • p. 54 …and backup crews did except they were never going to fly. So, they helped us test…
  • p. 57 …And some of the North American people maintain to this day that they were never told…
  • p. 59 …And then I never dealt with him again; and finally he got fired. So, I don…
  • p. 64 …We never did find them. You know, we never knew exactly what caused the fire; so…
  • p. 65 …It’s just impossible!” We were never going to get the weight on the lunar module…
  • p. 69 …Throttled the engine up and down through regimes it probably was never throttled at when it…
  • p. 74 …Well, that was never my attitude. That was never my attitude. As a matter of fact…
  • p. 83 …It never occurred except for the fire, but I know I personally expected a lot of…
  • p. 85 …I threw him out of my office and I said, “You are never, ever to come…
  • p. 86 …I ran the Apollo Spacecraft Program I never had a problem with money. We were always…
  • p. 87 …And I’d never played baseball in my life!
  • p. 91 …I thought that we should never interfere in any way with the flight crews on a…
  • p. 94 …And I think that we would’ve never had an Apollo Program if Rocco hadn’t…
  • p. 99 …I never did get my Major’s on my shoulders. He called Ed up, promoted Ed…
  • p. 105 …said who was recommending it but they never said who was opposed to it. So, we…
  • p. 108 …He never second-guessed me. He had a boss. The Associate Administrator for Manned Spaceflight and…
  • p. 109 …And fortunately, my bosses were such that they never second-guessed what I did. They just…
Johnson Space Center Oral History Project James A. McDivitt
29 June 1999 12-85
up the Shuttle Program because it was years late. It was billions and billions of dollars
overrun. And they didn’t have the guts to go forward with a budget that dealt with shuttle!
The same thing, they didn’t have a budget that went forward with the Skylab
Program. And so, we got into some very, very heated arguments. And to the point where the
Chief Financial Officer—I don’t know what the heck we called him in those days—from
Engineering and Development came down to me in my first budget review and presented this
budget to me of what was in Apollo and what was in the other things.
And I wasn’t as stupid as he thought I was, and I said to—looked at it for about
15 minutes and finally I said, “Look, this is a total fabricated lie. Now take it back upstairs.
I’m giving you one more chance. You take it back upstairs”—or downstairs, wherever it
was—“and do an honest budget.” And he said, “Well, you know, [mumbles].” I said,
“You’ve got one more chance.” And so, he says, “Okay.” So, he went. He came back a
week or so later, presented another budget to me, and it was a lie also. I threw him out of my
office and I said, “You are never, ever to come back into the Apollo Spacecraft Program
Office again! You are an out-and-out liar!” And so, he left. And Max [Maxime A.] Faget
[Director of Engineering and Development] called me and said, “You know, Jim, this is a
budget.” I said, “Max, it’s a goddamn lie! And so, I won’t accept it.” And so, we had a big
donnybrook over that, and finally I got back the Apollo budget.
And so, we did that, you know. But it was unfortunate that we had to go through all
this other really deception. You know, when the guy I think that probably is most
responsible for the whole space program is a guy named Jim [James E.] Webb, who was
totally disliked by almost all the astronauts because he asked them to do politically correct
things, like going to the Raspberry Festival and talking to Senator So-and-so. But if it hadn’t
been for Jim Webb and his approach to spaceflight, there would’ve never been a space

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