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James A. McDivitt oral history (Doug Ward)

NASA Johnson Space Center · 1999-06-29 · 110 pages · text from the file's own layer

This is a NASA Johnson Space Center Oral History Project transcript of astronaut James A. McDivitt, interviewed by Doug Ward at Elk Lake, Michigan, on 29 June 1999. McDivitt talks about flying F-86s in Korea, test pilot work at Edwards, and his first class at the Aerospace Research Pilot School. He also covers turning down Dyna-soar, joining NASA in 1962 and learning to be an Apollo Program Manager. He describes the Change Board and says decisions were not second-guessed.

  • p. 1 …the Air Force—I’d never been in an airplane. Never been off the ground. I…
  • p. 3 …Having never been in an airplane and no idea what it was all about, and I…
  • p. 7 …was that the Dyna- soar Program would never fly. The spacecraft was wrong. They were trying…
  • p. 8 …You know, it was a lifting body concept and the landing thing, but it never flew…
  • p. 10 …I wanted you to know that I realize that I should never have threatened you like…
  • p. 14 …As soon as we got selected, we were told that, “No more uniforms.” We were never…
  • p. 19 …T-38s never had much fuel, and you
  • p. 20 …And some—you know, we didn’t have everything available in the spacecraft, so never was…
  • p. 22 …It never existed then. So, there was always disagreement amongst the astronauts about what the relationship…
  • p. 28 …So, there’s always the thought that, well, maybe he was never going to come around…
  • p. 33 …We’d never had a flight longer than 30 hours, or whatever it was, that Gordo…
  • p. 38 …You know, he never got sick flying airplanes and the crazy motions that we did. And…
  • p. 39 …I mean, we would’ve never gotten to the Moon when we did if we’d…
  • p. 40 …He never got involved in the mission, because the one in the Mission Control Center in…
  • p. 43 …Fortunately, we never had to try that! WARD: Do you think the nature of the ejection…
  • p. 45 …And I never did see it again.
  • p. 46 …I never did see it until years and years later, when I started getting all these…
  • p. 49 …So, you never see more than one light, or hardly ever see more than one light…
  • p. 50 …were able to overcome these problems and never get down to where we were on our…
  • p. 54 …and backup crews did except they were never going to fly. So, they helped us test…
  • p. 57 …And some of the North American people maintain to this day that they were never told…
  • p. 59 …And then I never dealt with him again; and finally he got fired. So, I don…
  • p. 64 …We never did find them. You know, we never knew exactly what caused the fire; so…
  • p. 65 …It’s just impossible!” We were never going to get the weight on the lunar module…
  • p. 69 …Throttled the engine up and down through regimes it probably was never throttled at when it…
  • p. 74 …Well, that was never my attitude. That was never my attitude. As a matter of fact…
  • p. 83 …It never occurred except for the fire, but I know I personally expected a lot of…
  • p. 85 …I threw him out of my office and I said, “You are never, ever to come…
  • p. 86 …I ran the Apollo Spacecraft Program I never had a problem with money. We were always…
  • p. 87 …And I’d never played baseball in my life!
  • p. 91 …I thought that we should never interfere in any way with the flight crews on a…
  • p. 94 …And I think that we would’ve never had an Apollo Program if Rocco hadn’t…
  • p. 99 …I never did get my Major’s on my shoulders. He called Ed up, promoted Ed…
  • p. 105 …said who was recommending it but they never said who was opposed to it. So, we…
  • p. 108 …He never second-guessed me. He had a boss. The Associate Administrator for Manned Spaceflight and…
  • p. 109 …And fortunately, my bosses were such that they never second-guessed what I did. They just…
Johnson Space Center Oral History Project James A. McDivitt
29 June 1999 12-68
go over there, and we get in the spacecraft, and we crawl in. And I can remember the first
thing we did is we knocked off the shield around the environmental control system, which
was a thing about as thick as a piece of paper and made out of plastic.
And so, we get in there and we start checking the stowage. We weren’t checking
the spacecraft. We were just checking to see if everything fit. Every time we turned around,
something else broke! And I’m pretty mild-mannered and I don’t get excited when things
aren’t going right. But after we were doing this for about five or six hours, and everything
we touched fell off the wall or broke or it did something! Finally I got on the radio and I
said, “Damn it, you guys! We’ve got—” you know, “we’ve got 200 people here. We’re all
out here. We’ve been here all day long. We’re—and we’ve got this crappy training vehicle
out here that, you know, we ought to get something that more resembles what the heck we’re
going to fly with in space instead of this junk that we’ve got here! And, you know, this—”
I went on and—went on like that. And then I shut up, and there’s this long
pause. And finally somebody comes on the intercom and says, “Jim, that is the flight
vehicle.” I looked at Rusty and he looked at me, and we said, “Oh my God! We’re actually
going to fly something like this?” So, it was really chintzy. I mean the outside is Mylar; and,
I mean, it was like cellophane and tin foil put together with Scotch tape and staples! I mean,
it really is built like that.
WARD: Of course, a lot of that’s a reflection of the fact that it doesn’t have to fly in the
atmosphere.
MCDIVITT: Yeah, it doesn’t have to fly in the atmosphere. They did go and beef up stuff on
the inside though, because it was just really falling apart. But anyway, the lunar module
worked out great. We made very few changes to it for the original missions. We made a lot

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